Thursday, June 21, 2012

Set back.....ugggh!

So for the past few days Suki has been bandage free, wearing just her protective shell during turnout.  Because it has been so hot I have let Suki be naked in her stall without a bandage as well. It was all going so smoothly..... yesterday's photo showed the beautiful, healed skin graft.  Last night Suki went out for the night wearing the shell, without a bandage.  This morning when the shell was removed, all was good.  I arrived at the barn around 1:30, planning to give Suki a shower.  As I walked ino the barn Suki called to me as usual.  But then, as i approached her stall I saw frank, red blood on her back.....I wanted to cry. Throwing on her haletr I pulled Suki out into the aisle and stood on the stall to evaluate the damage.  The pink skin that I am always concerned about was fine.  The darker area where the plugs were still somewhat visible were bloody.  It seems fairly superficial, but worrisome just the same.  I couldn't bring myself to photograph it....denial, for sure.  The fact that I am leaving for a conference tomorrow increases my worry, but at least it happened before I left, so that I am prepared with instructions.  A quick trip to Leids and I am fully supplied with bandage materials. 

Suki was slightly sweaty so I hosed her off, cleaned the graft and applied the bandage.  Unfortunately I had to put the shell back on to protect the bandage.  Tomorrow the cool down in temperatures will begin, so that is one less thing to worry about.  Suki will have to wear the shell all the time now again, and weather permitting a fly sheet over top. 

I guess I became just a little too cocky about her progress.  Had she been wearing a bandage without the shell the damage would have been less.  The surcingle will have to wait.  But that is the least of it.  I hate when I make the wrong decision regarding Suki's care.  I know, the damage is not catastrophic and will likely be almost healed by the time I return.  Everyone has been alerted, and Suki will be well cared for.....

I originally had planned to ride Nikki this afternoon but the saoring temperatures and oppressive humidity prevented that.  So I gave her a shower, even though she seemed pretty comfortable.  I was able to spend some time with her and spoil her a bit before my trip.  As usual my girls will be on my mind....

4 comments:

  1. Don't beat yourself up over this; you've worked to fix what happened and you have a plan in place moving forward. I am AMAZED each time I read how wonderful a person you are and the dedication and love you have for Suki. You both are great examples for ALL of us. Take care and know that we are always praying for you and Suki.

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    1. Thank you Jeri. I think it was just such a surprise because it has all been going so smoothly! Thank you for your prayers and support.
      Fran

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  2. As previously said, don't beat yourself up over this. It really wasn't anything you or Suki did wrong it just happened. You treated her, its not terrible and not in a bad spot. Your devotion and love and care for her since the fire has been amazing, you will most likely always have setbacks with her and you can not always blame yourself, Suki definitely doesn't!! Enjoy your conference and know your girl is in good hands at home and don't worry.

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    1. Thank you Jenn. I started to take it for granted, but you are right, set backs are always a possibility in these situations. The girls are in good hands, as you said, and we will overcome this as well! Thank you for your support.
      Fran

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